I'm back, I'm randomized

1. My university life feels so... new. Meeting new people, staying at a new place, joining new clubs, learning new materials, these all are my daily stuffs here. Somehow I still feel (very) unfamiliar with these sort of things but I should get used to it soon. My new class here is pretty much different from my class in senior high. IPA 5 was soooooo insane. Everyone, Everything inside it are really eccentric. We had a lot of wild dreams, went crazy all the time (have you ever given a school-librarian to your friend as a birthday gift? Well, we have), talked about disgusting and unusual topic, and so on and so on. But my class here is more calm, more quiet, more... well-organized. They are all really good at studying and answering all the chemistry-questions I've never heard before. I feel so dumb right here. However, recently I start to enjoy being here. I don't really know why. Perhaps it's because I spend my 6 days in a week here, in (almost) the same rooms everyday, meeting the same people and I think I don't really mind with them, with this place. I hope I can stay. I hope you can too.
2. Missing is complicated. It's clouding up my mind sometimes and I can barely handle it. Missing is when you see what he gave to you and you remember how you were really happy to receive it. Missing is when you see pictures of you and your old friends and you wish you could meet them at the moment and stay with them forever. Missing is when your parents said to you,"You have been growing up so much, girl. You were our little daughter who easily got angry when you didn't get what you wanted, but now you're much more mature and sometimes we feel so... old," and you are about to cry.
3. Crush crush crush. I deny it all the time but the more I deny it, the more this person fills up my mind.
4. Sigur Ros is really awesome. Still, me and my two friends wish someday we can go to Iceland and meet them. Please end your very long hiatus, boys. We want your songs.
5. Riding motorcycle is not as hard as I thought, but the road is sometimes very distressing.
6. I look backwards several times, but I try to keep moving forward, open new doors, and be curious, just like what Walt Disney told us. I dream to be sort of scientist so that my project can bring me to travel all around the world, but working at a social organization sounds really fun and it's my passion anyway. I don't know where the future will take me to. I just live my life now.
7. I heart you all, people at my past, present, and my future too. I'll try my best to make you happy because your happiness makes me happy.